Monday, November 17, 2008

I can never forget today, in church. When the Lord had many important things for me to do. It is even harder to forget, when the Lord told me I needed to find someone, but the person seemed to be found nowhere. I scanned the chapel frantically hoping to see him standing or squatting or praying somewhere, but I saw nothing. With Yonghui hurrying me impatiently and God tugging me at both ends, I just took the gamble.

God said, "Now dear. Backstage." I took my Bible and handphone, left Yonghui wandering around, walk towards the stage like an insane person when the worship team was still up there, and scrambled for the curtains. "Nobody lah, God." I said.

I paced up and down a few times, thinking to myself if 've heard wrongly somehow somewhere, why would the person come backstage when he's most likely needed elsewhere? Since he's not in the chapel means he's left already lah, what are the chances of him even coming back? And worse still, what are the chances of him not appearing through the other four doors leading to the chapel, but appear at the empty backstage? Still, He said, "Backstage is the place. Wait here, he'll come."

I waited for what seemed like eternity when it was only a couple of minutes, got fidgety and reached for the backstage door to open air outside. Still no sign of the person. God was still tugging, I was arguing that Yonghui was still waiting and it doesn't make human sense to be waiting for someone I don't even know where he is. I asked God, "I took my handphone out in case. Can I call?"

God still said, "Don't have to. Backstage, he'll come, trust in Me." I opened the backstage door again, this time to get in. Alright, God said to hang on. Stay put.

The door closed behind me. I walked a few steps up and down again, totally clueless. The band was still playing in front of the curtains, people were still praying since altar call, the congregation was all at the other side of the place. And where was I? Stuck at the backstage, alone.

It took only a few tens of seconds. Then the backstage door opened, that very same door. I saw him walking in towards me.

I tell you, my God is amazing.

i left my footprints (:
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